i feel like the life i consider to be my real life is a life many would consider to be an illusion. regardless, i want to go back to my real life, my creative life, the one that so artfully satiates my yearning to be something more than a working lemming.
i guess i knew this was coming. i hit the point where i have to figure out how to get things done on my own. i'm a little lost right now. (boy, that phrase brings back emo memories of freshman year.) this is where i need to remember to rely on the drive and motivation that i've had for so long. this is also where i need to remember that i get to define what happens next, not people from the past and not current expectations.
i don't know how to expect just a little bit.
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