the more i think about this possibility, the less i feel like i should do it. i'm still going to, i'm still excited to go to the information session tonight for teach for america and a one-on-one session tomorrow but i am starting to lean away from it. i'm not sure that i can commit myself to something for two years when i don't know that my heart is in it. call me an idealist but i would like to do what i want to do. i know i'll have to do anything, everything in order to get there but i will get there. i'm starting to believe it more and more.
i guess i should trust what i feel. the idea of tfa for two years makes my stomach turn but the idea of getting to choose whatever comes next, and being able to change it at a moment's notice excites me; it makes me happy.
who knows though? my wants/needs/desires could change tomorrow. in fact, they could change as soon as i hit the "publish post" button.
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