it's getting close to the final "good-byes" or "see-you-soon's" or "(insert cliche here)." everyday is a labored step to this finish line. a finish line a lot of people i know have already crossed and i'm still a lap behind. yes, i started further away but that doesn't mean i don't wish i had someone running with me. i'm trying to stay motivated for this last year and i guess i will be when school starts up again.
nothing turns out like you expect it is going to. i should know that by now. it seems that this is the lesson that i have to relearn all the time.
my brother moved out of my parent's house today. or has started the move. so when i go home to visit in september, he won't be there anymore. my mom speaks of a little pain in her heart. she says it was there when i left for college, when grandma died and now, with matt moving. i feel it too. with everyone else moving, with these mountains that grew before me.
there is a reason i won't say good-bye. only good-luck.
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