paperwork

it is almost official.
all i have to do if pick a college to graduate from (fine and performing arts) and i will really be on the road to graduation. it feels strange to say the least. i always thought i would be in school forever. the end of schooling didn't seem like a possibility, must less a reality but here it is approaching...quickly.

i suppose this means i should figure out what comes next. right? i'm considering teach for america but there are a lot of questions that still need to be answered in that realm. i'm going to an information session on thursday and meeting, one-on-one with a representative on friday. to have a plan scares me half to death, whereas, for most people, a plan would comfort them. not having a plan makes sense to me. although, maybe i should rearrange my sense?

anyway, this idea is just one of many possibilities. i need to start looking at internships, for jobs, for where i want to live. i would like to move out of the state but i can't do that unless i have a job first. and i don't know what state i would want to move to. there are so many variables.

samantha = x