kick off

sitting in the dark in my room.
listening to the charlie brown christmas album.
watching the sideways snow fall.

most of me has never liked snow but it is gorgeous tonight. it'll be rough to get around tomorrow but tonight
tonight i could bask in its glow forever.

patience

the advice i always give to people is to be patient.

yes, i believe this. of course, i don't think you should sit around and just wait for things to happen to you. you have to be proactive. but you always have to be patient. you can push and push and push but there is the other side too.

i'm trying to practice what i preach. i need to be patient.
but now the challenge: to be more proactive at the same time.