rememberance

i think the thing i miss the most about nathan is how i knew i would always see him in some capacity. he would just end up where i was because of our group of friends. and i was thankful every time he was around. whenever i saw him i couldn't help but smile and laugh. he radiated caring and compassion.

i miss him.

two jobs

and no break until december.

although realistically, while i know i'll be done with one of my jobs in december i will have to find another job to supplement my one part time job.

no break until forever?

who knows.